Thoughts to myself

I wish the older me warned
You cannot love anyone you choose to love
Love not always wins
Love can be a sin
And sometimes you have to against the odds to keep the light in

I wish the older me told
that first love will always be the first
but not always who you will end up with
Love heals
Love hurts
and you will not regret any of all sacrifices you have did in the past

to survive the love you once felt

I wish the older me said
You can make love without love
You can invite someone to your bed in the night
You let stranger touch your well body
and by the next morning you can easily never keep in touch

I wish that myself now
Can embrace true self
And one day I can say
 I love being a woman